Its finally up and running for you Emma. http://0rganicl0ve.tumblr.com (the O's in organiclove are zeros) I hope you like it! I Love You!

IT'S BEEN A WHILE

I know I haven't posted anything in a while but that doesn't mean I've given up only means I've been working that much harder. I'm still continuously making progress be it slow or fast, its progress none the less. Still learning and growing and changing for the better and working towards helping Emma heal and making her happy as possible and showing her I'm sorry and I love and care for her more than anything in this world. Some of the things that I have learned is that love is neither free nor is it easy, but the level of contentment you can attain and the happiness you gain at the end of the road will make it all worth the while. To love and be loved in return is one of the best feelings in the world if you can find that, but you must be willing to work for it. You must be willing to go through some tough times and make difficult sacrifices to get where you want to be. But the harder you work, the more rewarding the outcome will be. I feel like people make a big fuss about how much love hurts, but it's not love itself that's causing the pain. It's the jealousy, the loneliness, the past heartbreak (along with a number of other things) that's in charge of all that. NOT Love! At the end of the day though, Love will always be a beautiful thing and it's something you can not deny. Nobody no matter what 'their' opinion is on 'your' life, they can't tell you that you can't or shouldn't love another person because they have no idea how you feel about them. No one can tell me that I shouldn't or that I don't love Emma! But thats just a few of my little thoughts. Back to the grind, until next time. Emma... Love, Love :-*

Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany

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RESURRECTION

"For her, I would carry the cross to my own crucifixion if it would make her have more faith in me. & I could hang from that cross and you could pierce my side with a spear & I would just bleed more reasons to love her. & I could die on that cross & you could bury me in a tomb and I would rise on the 23rd hour just to prove that I could not live a day without her. & I would go toe to toe with eternity for the rights to her next lifetime cause I was the only one made for her. & some may question the love that we share but it only makes me question their faith. so I ask you. what else do I have to prove?"

Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany

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DOWN ON BENDED KNEE

Darlin' I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me

Gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirit of love
It can heal all things
We won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Wanna build a new life
Just you and me
Gonna make you my wife
Raise a family

Please, BELIEVE. . . . .

Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany

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Put It All Together

What I'm trying to say is, the heart has reason that reasons do not understand, and I know this love we have is difficult but this love that we have is so real. So I'm not telling you that this will be easy, but I am telling you that it will be worth it because I really do love you and only you Emma! BELIEVE. . .

Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!!

Today Today Todaaaaay is a very very VERY Special Daaaaay!!! It is the day Emma was born! Whooop Whooop! I Love You Emmi!!!! So so much! It's your *Star Birthday* and I hope it's a great day for you! I'm sorry I'm not able to spend it with you but even still I hope you enjoy your day with your family and close friends! May you have many many more to come and may we be able to share them together for the next 100yrs! lol I love you Emma, you are such a beautiful woman and God is most definitely missing and angel! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE! :-)

Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany

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I MISS YOU

I don't look as cute as he does but I miss you much more. I love you Emma!

Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany

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RING POP LOVE

Dedicated to you Emma. I know how much you like candy lol

Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany

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AND THESE ARE MY RANDOM LOVE THOUGHTS

I hate looking back at things and wondering why I was like that or why i did what i did. Life is such a crazy thing. Very confusing and difficult to understand. Especially when things don't turn out the way you want. If you fail at one thing does that mean it wasn't meant to be? Or does that mean you are just learning to be strong and not just accept things but have the courage and power to change them. It does not compare or come close to my situation, but along the lines of giving up what if Jordan gave up when he didn't make he high school basketball team. He could've easily stopped and said it wasn't mean to be. But he didn't except that and he worked harder. I'd be lying if I said that they're weren't times were I felt like giving up.When my hearts had enough I just hang on and go harder. Am I just a fool in love? Love is such a powerful thing when its real. They say distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there.

There are many lessons in life that only time can teach you. like how much you love someone. It's nearly impossible to know that until you spend your days without them. And then there are those lessons that you can learn only through the beating of your heart, and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe. Then finally the essence of time and power of your heart crossing paths, and the knowledge you're left with is the realization that time is the one thins that keeps you from letting go. When you truly realize and know that you want to spend all of your time with that person because you love them no matter what. The embracing, the kisses, the laughter, the tears, the heartache is all love.... What I have with her is worth it. It's worth every lonely night. Every tear I cry from missing her and the heart ache and pain I feel from not having her close. It is worth it because she is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now I see only her. No matter how painful distance can be, not having her in my life would be worse. I love you Emma....

TO BE CONTINUED>>>

Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany

.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry

DON'T LEAVE, DON'T GO

DON’T LEAVE!

Cause you’re my oxygen without you i WON’T-BREATHE

You're everything that i WANT-NEED

for you I wear my heart on a SHORT-SLEEVE

I know some things need changing

That takes time we need MORE-PLEASE

I ain’t do everything I could’ve done

& shit that I did ain’t good enough

Your friends said they been would’ve left

Aint do you right, So you head to the left

I can’t say that I blame you

I never thought that it would be this painful

People do it everyday, I can change too

but dealing with the heartbreaks what you can’t do (true)

Apologize till I turn blue

And every 3rd of the month just know I think of you

DON’T GO!

How to live my life without you I just DON’T-KNOW

Without you in my life

I be SO-LO

I say I love you, say it DON’T-SHOW

Fuck the money and them gifts don’t count

What about the smaller things you needed

and why the fuck I made you leave before we seen it

Damn, I need your love like I breathe it

Being without you like Kelly no Regis

I keep secrets

I couldn't apologize enough times for messing with that sleaze BITCH!

But I could still tell that your leaving

and like I said I can’t blame you the lease bit

If you could just see that I love you

I'll always love you, place no one above you

You shot a arrow through my heart

I blacked out passed out

Woke up then threw

Damn it's really love

The current shame is, the times changing

Best friends become strangers

Don't let us go

Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany

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