tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14897826934422868432024-02-06T20:19:50.221-08:00Organic Loveno artificial flavors, just pure loveUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger25125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-18541047277905749972010-05-03T00:32:00.000-07:002010-05-03T00:34:44.834-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Its finally up and running for you Emma. http://0rganicl0ve.tumblr.com (the O's in organiclove are zeros) I hope you like it! I Love You!</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-81542408968013825492010-04-25T13:47:00.000-07:002010-04-25T15:15:36.451-07:00IT'S BEEN A WHILE<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnx63OSbJ79v46xF486hdNwTDdrvSeX5I-JsYBak354vJkdUNidnyVtCt5004hj4mh-89_UoyYw67QAMafnHhqWRvmOJXucci1PDw-4pBhzWzkAgW_xEREs3EfcpcnW30V0EHWTbPzkxo/s1600/tumblr_l1aswx4Cm71qzkqz8.jpg" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 268px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnx63OSbJ79v46xF486hdNwTDdrvSeX5I-JsYBak354vJkdUNidnyVtCt5004hj4mh-89_UoyYw67QAMafnHhqWRvmOJXucci1PDw-4pBhzWzkAgW_xEREs3EfcpcnW30V0EHWTbPzkxo/s400/tumblr_l1aswx4Cm71qzkqz8.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464190336455172738" /></a><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; "><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">I know I haven't posted anything in a while but that doesn't mean I've given up only means I've been working that much harder. I'm still continuously making progress be it slow or fast, its progress none the less. Still learning and growing and changing for the better and working towards helping Emma heal and making her happy as possible and showing her I'm sorry and I love and care for her more than anything in this world. Some of the things that I have learned is that love is neither free nor is it easy, but the level of contentment you can attain and the happiness you gain at the end of the road will make it all worth the while. To love and be loved in return is one of the best feelings in the world if you can find that, but you must be willing to work for it. You must be willing to go through some tough times and make difficult sacrifices to get where you want to be. But the harder you work, the more rewarding the outcome will be. I feel like people make a big fuss about how much love hurts, but it's not love itself that's causing the pain. It's the jealousy, the loneliness, the past heartbreak (along with a number of other things) that's in charge of all that. NOT Love! At the end of the day though, Love will always be a beautiful thing and it's something you can not deny. Nobody no matter what 'their' opinion is on 'your' life, they can't tell you that you can't or shouldn't love another person because they have no idea how you feel about them. No one can tell me that I shouldn't or that I don't love Emma! But thats just a few of my little thoughts. Back to the grind, until next time. Emma... Love, Love :-* </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: arial, serif; font-size: 14px; "><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; ">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; ">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry </span></span></span></div></span></span></span></div></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-43930778545380990822010-04-04T23:00:00.000-07:002010-04-04T23:59:03.452-07:00RESURRECTION<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtB2GoXrRfOLP96Bkps6sGdRJdObwbxSSKaKIMEPt9Ie6_FGndny_fgzPDCUlcLCbeYZqmggVkUejwdcqi66BH7nHyFYRqMmH5eZUPlXsSPZhNJIe-69_iRpmqcCpAh1gAQX64nZ5twkI/s1600/CampsBaySunset.JPG.jpeg"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtB2GoXrRfOLP96Bkps6sGdRJdObwbxSSKaKIMEPt9Ie6_FGndny_fgzPDCUlcLCbeYZqmggVkUejwdcqi66BH7nHyFYRqMmH5eZUPlXsSPZhNJIe-69_iRpmqcCpAh1gAQX64nZ5twkI/s400/CampsBaySunset.JPG.jpeg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456542515945551362" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size:13px;"><div class="post-body entry-content" style=" line-height: 1.6em; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; font-family:arial, serif;font-size:14px;"><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;"><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"For her, I would carry the cross to my own crucifixion if it would make her have more faith in me. & I could hang from that cross and you could pierce my side with a spear & I would just bleed more reasons to love her. & I could die on that cross & you could bury me in a tomb and I would rise on the 23rd hour just to prove that I could not live a day without her. & I would go toe to toe with eternity for the rights to her next lifetime cause I was the only one made for her. & some may question the love that we share but it only makes me question their faith. so I ask you. what else do I have to prove?"</span></span></p></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry</span></span></span></div></span></div></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-66795117580357394872010-03-29T19:59:00.000-07:002010-03-29T20:18:06.910-07:00DOWN ON BENDED KNEE<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3XqkIPzPonCKaX3WsHkrn31MDxhiEdRNC7xU0__UjGZ2KCSpXp0A8s0C3knWS9vFEwcMDdOtG4RxCK-eYJACp_-DFXpj3wbHyO3YzT0ufh14kpk34aYiTt8VjHeoN9EwBW4CGTrOICPo/s1600/tumblr_kx98qs8eef1qa2txho1_500.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 259px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3XqkIPzPonCKaX3WsHkrn31MDxhiEdRNC7xU0__UjGZ2KCSpXp0A8s0C3knWS9vFEwcMDdOtG4RxCK-eYJACp_-DFXpj3wbHyO3YzT0ufh14kpk34aYiTt8VjHeoN9EwBW4CGTrOICPo/s400/tumblr_kx98qs8eef1qa2txho1_500.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454260891570712466" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; font-family:arial, serif;font-size:14px;"><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Darlin' I can't explain<br />Where did we lose our way<br />Girl it's drivin' me insane<br />And I know I just need one more chance<br />To prove my love to you<br />If you come back to me<br />I'll guarantee<br />That I'll never let you go<br /><br />So many nights I dream of you<br />Holding my pillow tight<br />I know I don't need to be alone<br />When I open up my eyes<br />To face reality<br />Every moment without you<br />It seems like eternity<br />I'm begging you, begging you come back to me<br /><br />Gonna swallow my pride<br />Say I'm sorry<br />Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me<br />I want a new life<br />And I want it with you<br />If you feel the same<br />Don't ever let it go<br />You gotta believe in the spirit of love<br />It can heal all things<br />We won't hurt any more<br />No I don't believe our love's terminal<br />I'm down on my knees begging you please<br />Come home<br /><br />Can we go back to the days our love was strong<br />Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong<br />Can somebody tell me how to get things back<br />The way they use to be<br />Oh God give me a reason<br />I'm down on bended knee<br />I'll never walk again until you come back to me<br />I'm down on bended knee<br /><br />Wanna build a new life<br />Just you and me<br />Gonna make you my wife<br />Raise a family<br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Please, BELIEVE. . . . .</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry</span></span></span></div></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-77812874725833962632010-03-28T14:30:00.000-07:002010-03-28T15:35:30.610-07:00Put It All Together<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyjNTEoe_zshzZqEN984r0vz5a14vX23sTHZuHTYl3K6abFnIRtDp638t4HfvDeJlty-PaStFlF7OUxjkc3_d8iZfHvlyqHUc5AhCdcdJDtu5MmYpYK1O8UW6mwfzoLdF2Ez3aASA_lyA/s1600/tumblr_kwibl8Maim1qztggxo1_500.jpg" style="text-decoration: none;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 329px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyjNTEoe_zshzZqEN984r0vz5a14vX23sTHZuHTYl3K6abFnIRtDp638t4HfvDeJlty-PaStFlF7OUxjkc3_d8iZfHvlyqHUc5AhCdcdJDtu5MmYpYK1O8UW6mwfzoLdF2Ez3aASA_lyA/s400/tumblr_kwibl8Maim1qztggxo1_500.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453808670568244290" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwM0Tgwmg3hImLLMBBjjIcYWNmGc0TVr2krMo7-4sAjRk0XGlVKhnrFlne_f0UYlx5S99zHknraEzpdigs3Ng891suFP_vui8Xb550vVrxL0ZVMiv7F00OiTiCx8zH72z4QSxF5KT0iJk/s1600/tumblr_kwrr353Axe1qzr04eo1_500.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwM0Tgwmg3hImLLMBBjjIcYWNmGc0TVr2krMo7-4sAjRk0XGlVKhnrFlne_f0UYlx5S99zHknraEzpdigs3Ng891suFP_vui8Xb550vVrxL0ZVMiv7F00OiTiCx8zH72z4QSxF5KT0iJk/s400/tumblr_kwrr353Axe1qzr04eo1_500.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453808665273204402" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrtpWv1VzmEj2uVCULlCz6tJnx6agUO5QaVIEJf7yzUBO19Ikx0Ir1wI4ZX_akTfNkE3-mxjmCbRF_ZGHF1yk7RGyaPbfvL1FqZ2_63UTT8VeNDiASmFSS8xP26QRAEi8d_7OdemS9yo4/s1600/tumblr_kzrslapn6Y1qa3jp3o1_500.png" style="text-decoration: none;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 363px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrtpWv1VzmEj2uVCULlCz6tJnx6agUO5QaVIEJf7yzUBO19Ikx0Ir1wI4ZX_akTfNkE3-mxjmCbRF_ZGHF1yk7RGyaPbfvL1FqZ2_63UTT8VeNDiASmFSS8xP26QRAEi8d_7OdemS9yo4/s400/tumblr_kzrslapn6Y1qa3jp3o1_500.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453808655675458034" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVXTxYwEt-c4va6jGIxj_3TVk7Z2P4hK4R3AcKPoVojxlX0oaZmLPGoyMYUHnZQgzl8MDPJrPTe1zgHpC__TL3vfhdntXPKS-_Bq5RNW8O0mcX8kS6mw5Yriqcdq7GSaQVMQzIssJM3yA/s1600/tumblr_kzpty89VF41qa9xl4o1_400.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVXTxYwEt-c4va6jGIxj_3TVk7Z2P4hK4R3AcKPoVojxlX0oaZmLPGoyMYUHnZQgzl8MDPJrPTe1zgHpC__TL3vfhdntXPKS-_Bq5RNW8O0mcX8kS6mw5Yriqcdq7GSaQVMQzIssJM3yA/s400/tumblr_kzpty89VF41qa9xl4o1_400.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453808650276800530" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; "><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">What I'm trying to say is, the heart has reason that reasons do not understand, and I know this love we have is difficult but this love that we have is so real. So I'm not telling you that this will be easy, but I am telling you that it will be worth it because I really do love you and only you Emma! BELIEVE. . .</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry</span></span></span></div></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-15564815333381146042010-03-24T12:44:00.000-07:002010-03-24T13:10:44.814-07:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCik6n7OcHmdDi2qWPA1o_rBPcNCAeKWMPuhU4gb45i8H7pTkSdYgJBu7myEVBuXwuwqGOrkIwtE1Cq79gzXj2r2-zSM21Z-Uw7O9ufIYxvjdpnq_UKooNkWGEdUzpTdH_s54rDGJm5Wg/s1600/happy_birthday-7641.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCik6n7OcHmdDi2qWPA1o_rBPcNCAeKWMPuhU4gb45i8H7pTkSdYgJBu7myEVBuXwuwqGOrkIwtE1Cq79gzXj2r2-zSM21Z-Uw7O9ufIYxvjdpnq_UKooNkWGEdUzpTdH_s54rDGJm5Wg/s400/happy_birthday-7641.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5452288954481056482" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; "><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; ">Today Today Todaaaaay is a very very VERY Special Daaaaay!!! It is the day Emma was born! Whooop Whooop! I Love You Emmi!!!! So so much! It's your *Star Birthday* and I hope it's a great day for you! I'm sorry I'm not able to spend it with you but even still I hope you enjoy your day with your family and close friends! May you have many many more to come and may we be able to share them together for the next 100yrs! lol I love you Emma, you are such a beautiful woman and God is most definitely missing and angel! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE! :-) </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; ">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; ">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry</span></span></span></div></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-51925538536560505952010-03-17T22:56:00.000-07:002010-03-17T23:09:49.022-07:00I MISS YOU<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIsoofhImYMzIX5BbHXaLGJdBZmQ8iNknY1_7hxYuXQsGlxoCfeAyxkzHQNcX_f0NSXbBNoPnjrmA8tE2oBSLBFM7BL-2htcZxhB_AQZOO5n-qDtp0_o4ozPe7eDmbI7FTL_HXsRsF1II/s1600-h/tumblr_kx3bgh6qSb1qzierpo1_500.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 310px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIsoofhImYMzIX5BbHXaLGJdBZmQ8iNknY1_7hxYuXQsGlxoCfeAyxkzHQNcX_f0NSXbBNoPnjrmA8tE2oBSLBFM7BL-2htcZxhB_AQZOO5n-qDtp0_o4ozPe7eDmbI7FTL_HXsRsF1II/s400/tumblr_kx3bgh6qSb1qzierpo1_500.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449849659470163010" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I don't look as cute as he does but I miss you much more. I love you Emma!</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; font-family:arial, serif;font-size:14px;"><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry</span></span></span></div></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-42967168955077215952010-03-15T19:35:00.001-07:002010-03-15T19:40:05.316-07:00RING POP LOVE<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgfPJUHA_KuxMgcxbw2Oak9hn1pe5LVa6ateFD2T5yWZua-KSutKiYJyv6Qyx3PijMWYvN56WpAsRzKYglQWl5liDUzF0IgujltFLJv2tXrucv0qXjdLBy3zOoIS3cpcu-P38YcNM_BDU/s1600-h/pop2.bmp" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 263px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgfPJUHA_KuxMgcxbw2Oak9hn1pe5LVa6ateFD2T5yWZua-KSutKiYJyv6Qyx3PijMWYvN56WpAsRzKYglQWl5liDUzF0IgujltFLJv2tXrucv0qXjdLBy3zOoIS3cpcu-P38YcNM_BDU/s400/pop2.bmp" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449055239649090194" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXlfWyMZMWBuPZgjfdUKf1ka4GNVN7U-9hgXdxH9i5tNjXgPuSP_Ujh_BDfvCzEoFWZdY-XBJFELqzSreqr7cO6uWCMtqR_IYrpmjYmyXo9IpdBvSLZZQtkN86Rriz2rNCyDTe_CZJehg/s1600-h/pop.bmp" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 264px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXlfWyMZMWBuPZgjfdUKf1ka4GNVN7U-9hgXdxH9i5tNjXgPuSP_Ujh_BDfvCzEoFWZdY-XBJFELqzSreqr7cO6uWCMtqR_IYrpmjYmyXo9IpdBvSLZZQtkN86Rriz2rNCyDTe_CZJehg/s400/pop.bmp" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449055224002224754" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfo9HCtLppoUdmS__ek7IT2FKRSgZiDzueC6fsX-q6UcDpBLHA7w-NOmFaKCLJV5Ye4Q5eSzP6746GQTWpd_HVMQxLOR0y8eTJbtIyerei1JQFm3pF5M2GWk-1DWZXNodZNMKfjD2Q61I/s1600-h/pop4.bmp"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 261px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfo9HCtLppoUdmS__ek7IT2FKRSgZiDzueC6fsX-q6UcDpBLHA7w-NOmFaKCLJV5Ye4Q5eSzP6746GQTWpd_HVMQxLOR0y8eTJbtIyerei1JQFm3pF5M2GWk-1DWZXNodZNMKfjD2Q61I/s400/pop4.bmp" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449055219507318690" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; font-family:arial, serif;font-size:14px;"><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Dedicated to you Emma. I know how much you like candy lol</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry</span></span></span></div></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-71383985696860225352010-03-09T03:17:00.000-08:002010-03-09T09:34:52.137-08:00AND THESE ARE MY RANDOM LOVE THOUGHTS<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhd6VCIu6l2fojd4gYAdUhjovXSo7b_yKOznH4fx-362IG_6gce5hVsjbiV55rPnZcWdP2xL8Q29hHaWDK5PiLCIMkmqmUJd7RT_aF_b96tLZ4EJIcEPZl21WOomcfPKMFdqFxuYxthRDY/s1600-h/gun.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhd6VCIu6l2fojd4gYAdUhjovXSo7b_yKOznH4fx-362IG_6gce5hVsjbiV55rPnZcWdP2xL8Q29hHaWDK5PiLCIMkmqmUJd7RT_aF_b96tLZ4EJIcEPZl21WOomcfPKMFdqFxuYxthRDY/s400/gun.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446682280839006738" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size:13px;"><div class="post-body entry-content" style=" line-height: 1.6em; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; font-family:arial, serif;font-size:14px;"><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">I hate looking back at things and wondering why I was like that or why i did what i did. Life is such a crazy thing. Very confusing and difficult to understand. Especially when things don't turn out the way you want. If you fail at one thing does that mean it wasn't meant to be? Or does that mean you are just learning to be strong and not just accept things but have the courage and power to change them. It does not compare or come close to my situation, but along the lines of giving up what if Jordan gave up when he didn't make he high school basketball team. He could've easily stopped and said it wasn't mean to be. But he didn't except that and he worked harder. I'd be lying if I said that they're weren't times were I felt like giving up.When my hearts had enough I just hang on and go harder. Am I just a fool in love? Love is such a powerful thing when its real. They say distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">There are many lessons in life that only time can teach you. like how much you love someone. It's nearly impossible to know that until you spend your days without them. And then there are those lessons that you can learn only through the beating of your heart, and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe. Then finally the essence of time and power of your heart crossing paths, and the knowledge you're left with is the realization that time is the one thins that keeps you from letting go. When you truly realize and know that you want to spend all of your time with that person because you love them no matter what. The embracing, the kisses, the laughter, the tears, the heartache is all love.... What I have with her is worth it. It's worth every lonely night. Every tear I cry from missing her and the heart ache and pain I feel from not having her close. It is worth it because she is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now I see only her. No matter how painful distance can be, not having her in my life would be worse. I love you Emma....</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">TO BE CONTINUED>>></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; line-height: 22px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry</span></span></span></div></span></div></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-54782861743481479852010-03-08T04:23:00.000-08:002010-03-08T09:19:50.257-08:00DON'T LEAVE, DON'T GO<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; "><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">DON’T LEAVE!</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">Cause you’re my oxygen without you i WON’T-BREATHE</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">You're everything that i WANT-NEED</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">for you I wear my heart on a SHORT-SLEEVE</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">I know some things need changing </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">That takes time we need MORE-PLEASE</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">I ain’t do everything I could’ve done</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">& shit that I did ain’t good enough</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">Your friends said they been would’ve left</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">Aint do you right, So you head to the left </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">I can’t say that I blame you</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">I never thought that it would be this painful</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">People do it everyday, I can change too</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">but dealing with the heartbreaks what you can’t do (true)</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">Apologize till I turn blue</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">And every 3rd of the month just know I think of you </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">DON’T GO!</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">How to live my life without you I just DON’T-KNOW</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">Without you in my life </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">I be SO-LO</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">I say I love you, say it DON’T-SHOW</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">Fuck the money and them gifts don’t count</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">What about the smaller things you needed</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">and why the fuck I made you leave before we seen it </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">Damn, I need your love like I breathe it </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">Being without you like Kelly no Regis </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">I keep secrets </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">I couldn't apologize enough times for messing with that sleaze BITCH!</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">But I could still tell that your leaving </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">and like I said I can’t blame you the lease bit </span></p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana">If you could just see that I love you</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana">I'll always love you, place no one above you</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana">You shot a arrow through my heart</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana">I blacked out passed out</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana">Woke up then threw</p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana">Damn it's really love</p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">The current shame is, the times changing </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 18.0px Verdana"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px">Best friends become strangers </span></p></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; ">Don't let us go </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; ">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; ">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry</span></span></div></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-23137736198855468222010-02-27T20:59:00.000-08:002010-02-27T21:05:18.561-08:00L-O-V-E<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; color: rgb(128, 128, 128); "><h3 class="GenericStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-weight: normal; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Follow your heart not your mind. Your heart will scream out to you the one you need and you know you hear it, because the one your heart is screaming is the same person that no matter if you are happy, full of love, irritated, annoyed, or just mad at...you know that everyday your go</span></span><span class="text_exposed_show" style="display: inline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">ing to think about them and every night before you go to sleep it's that persons name that pops up...</span></span></span></h3><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: arial, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22px; "><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry</span></span></div></span></div></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-25234389795684049522010-02-25T19:05:00.000-08:002010-02-25T19:19:22.923-08:00LOVE, LOVE.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyDILKdcZUVip5R9PbggIMTXKBaZgu5E2G_2gjUOVacLQvRGJsv8aBHJpurmRD1rhBMlkHr2hswJrMq8al8Td1brNOo1rbsYDwNRd_Vrb9HlfY_81Yia2Zla8tyGsdKTifZyd61kgCfwU/s1600-h/BlueEyeTears.jpg" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 368px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyDILKdcZUVip5R9PbggIMTXKBaZgu5E2G_2gjUOVacLQvRGJsv8aBHJpurmRD1rhBMlkHr2hswJrMq8al8Td1brNOo1rbsYDwNRd_Vrb9HlfY_81Yia2Zla8tyGsdKTifZyd61kgCfwU/s400/BlueEyeTears.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442363276126338514" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; font-family:arial, serif;font-size:14px;"><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Sometimes tears say all they need to say</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I have and still cry tears for the horrible mistakes n choices I've made. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Wish I would feel the pain of a broken heart?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Well it's broken...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Want to hang me high?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Well I'm choked...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Want it to rain on me?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Well I'm more than soaked... </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">The old me is forever gone</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">All my ghosts are gone</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">They say I will do nothing but hurt and neglect you again</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">That I can't be trusted and to never take me back</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">I let them say what the want to </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">I made promises to you that I can and will keep</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">I was just a young immature girl before </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">I'm a woman now</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">& I will do everything that I can </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">To prove to you that I am a better person</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Back in the days I would've been your #1 pick</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">But now I've broken your heart and that's hard to fix </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">My whole mentality has changed </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">& I know that I will never be the same </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">I will love you better</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Let me show you what I mean</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">I want you back in my life and I promise I will do it right</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Please trust me</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">From the bottom of my heart</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Nothing will ever pull me apart </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Let's cry together, and</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">God willing spend our lives together </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">"Where do we go from here, with all this fear in our eyes? </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">We've been so far down, but we can still touch the sky! </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Lend me one more chance..."</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry</span></span></div></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-27250043622259713462010-02-25T17:12:00.000-08:002010-02-25T17:17:28.674-08:00EMMA I LOVE YOU<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhC5V3t9pEIYoMhIqRbDrqVTl_ihk7AB5z-OCZy3w_Z0ETULnk3Gmjj6tSVrWBiJggiQB79mJlriznKnh2vxsigXJylQ1e8g8ynOO_liycTOgwH2Tyl6D3KorEDsJCMojVqq0ZRMlmlTPQ/s1600-h/tumblr_ktjd7iKWE31qzu1fjo1_500.jpg" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhC5V3t9pEIYoMhIqRbDrqVTl_ihk7AB5z-OCZy3w_Z0ETULnk3Gmjj6tSVrWBiJggiQB79mJlriznKnh2vxsigXJylQ1e8g8ynOO_liycTOgwH2Tyl6D3KorEDsJCMojVqq0ZRMlmlTPQ/s400/tumblr_ktjd7iKWE31qzu1fjo1_500.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442354201485900370" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal. . . . I'm Sorry </span></span></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-69768300203636679262010-02-21T19:48:00.000-08:002010-02-21T21:28:19.058-08:00I'M YOURS<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhn9w0C_AAbQxwXHnuORHean5UtTw4gWxJP7fTXzI90-KbSIBovB5r-ZhHTlqwz3slPzxtUMd1GxB7WjFEScIJ-NLTujikz2cbc6NjmSodJyC1Pzmqid90uWRJ9esrUrG3P-v-U6fGGkyk/s1600-h/hand_heart.jpg" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 303px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhn9w0C_AAbQxwXHnuORHean5UtTw4gWxJP7fTXzI90-KbSIBovB5r-ZhHTlqwz3slPzxtUMd1GxB7WjFEScIJ-NLTujikz2cbc6NjmSodJyC1Pzmqid90uWRJ9esrUrG3P-v-U6fGGkyk/s400/hand_heart.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440934555502145730" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></a><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"></span></span></div><div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">My body isn't perfect</span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: none; "></span></span></span></span><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I don't walk with all the confidence </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Yeah I'd rather be with you or by myself then out partying </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I cry over the smallest things </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">There are days that I get through with forced smiles and fake laughs</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Sometimes I try and convince myself that things are okay when they're not </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I'm not ugly </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I'm not beautiful </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I have nights where I cry myself to sleep </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I've made the worse decisions of my life that lead to your heart ache </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I have learned from my mistakes</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I'm constantly learning, growing and making changes for the better</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I don't have the softest touch </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">My communication skills need work</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">My edges may be rough </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I don't always fit in</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I don't have the greatest track record </span></span></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I may not be the smartest person in the world </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">But I know what real love is </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">And I truly love you Emma</span></span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I may not be perfect </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">But I'm all yours </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I'm so sorry</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I really love you </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal</span></span></div></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-56726988222942520602010-02-18T17:16:00.000-08:002010-02-18T17:40:51.805-08:00LOVE<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQeriprsWD9mt0bKp87PuxhjXxkIVYMUdU6SOqNR5_pCvMClxJAbXOUHnFBLsKJklOnVNjFOhxlyImqGQWL6cdOwOsYGP319lu7Z2CcFJQr1PxjDNpmUKVf4f3DFWlbucJ0eZuleftmjc/s1600-h/tumblr_kxxj36iQry1qaovfvo1_500.gif"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 145px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQeriprsWD9mt0bKp87PuxhjXxkIVYMUdU6SOqNR5_pCvMClxJAbXOUHnFBLsKJklOnVNjFOhxlyImqGQWL6cdOwOsYGP319lu7Z2CcFJQr1PxjDNpmUKVf4f3DFWlbucJ0eZuleftmjc/s400/tumblr_kxxj36iQry1qaovfvo1_500.gif" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5439757296779433538" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">"he that dares not grasp the thorn should never crave the rose." -anne bronte </span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I love you Emma</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I am sorry for the hurt I have caused</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">The petals of a rose represent the gentle feelings that I have for you</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">You are special to me and I'll never give up on our love</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">The strength of the love I have for you is strong like the stem of the rose</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">And you are beautiful to me just like it</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">I Love You</span></span></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless! - Tiffany </span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyaL</span></span></div></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-27713538161744391122010-02-15T02:14:00.000-08:002010-02-15T23:34:29.445-08:00WHAT IT FEELS LIKE<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I'M SORRY EMMA. . . .</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj2XYhdiv-o-yW615tdP9GpGcFZ3kWqitLHOJtzLRJzgZKIuUskeoYrSD6DpXQKNB86TmCPcNg8wI7tialOqxHJmp4uN3llQs_Q1U9y2xjB0Rl5GVmR00kV2KTjlr0CP_5C3VHGpVbaAo4/s1600-h/IMG_3802.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 326px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj2XYhdiv-o-yW615tdP9GpGcFZ3kWqitLHOJtzLRJzgZKIuUskeoYrSD6DpXQKNB86TmCPcNg8wI7tialOqxHJmp4uN3llQs_Q1U9y2xjB0Rl5GVmR00kV2KTjlr0CP_5C3VHGpVbaAo4/s400/IMG_3802.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5438520033373286850" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-size:13px;"><div class="post-body entry-content" style=" line-height: 1.6em; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless. -Tiffany</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal</span></span></div></div></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-26773696237840296892010-02-14T18:59:00.000-08:002010-02-14T22:35:08.390-08:00NEW LIFE<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EMMA, I LOVE YOU. I don't need a specified day to tell you that I love you because I try to tell you and show you how much I do love you everyday. Still, I am sorry for what I did and the situation I put us in and that we aren't able to spend Valentines Day together. I do want you to know that I am sorry and I will continue to try and prove to you that I am, that I am trustworthy, I am committed to you and that I will never hurt you again. I really am truly in love with you and will do whatever it takes. I know you trusted me with your heart and I ripped it apart and I am sorry that I did. I am more that positive that that will never ever happen again. I want to be there to help you through the healing process and repair your heart. I tried to show that in the drawing below. It's a thread n needle sewing up a heart with the words "new life" on the sides. It's to symbolize that I want to help put your heart back together and have a new beginning. I know it will take some time and a lot of hard work but I don't care how long or what it takes. I really am sorry and I really really love you Emma. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvisQIXbDipld2cAMkkmdljtPjRasoiIjwgQQ-HmOVFQA6lOx_8uJbhxjvorZfbSbJhcHiPXFaTVrwOk2ydUxZGQgGXx0TCezA3sYIJn1MLSP_-pMekzEv1dj-n-hRi51ueWl3oFH_2Rk/s1600-h/IMG_3800.JPG" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 360px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvisQIXbDipld2cAMkkmdljtPjRasoiIjwgQQ-HmOVFQA6lOx_8uJbhxjvorZfbSbJhcHiPXFaTVrwOk2ydUxZGQgGXx0TCezA3sYIJn1MLSP_-pMekzEv1dj-n-hRi51ueWl3oFH_2Rk/s400/IMG_3800.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5438302911220656130" /></a><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless. -Tiffany</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal </span></span></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-16374441105051031222010-02-14T18:24:00.000-08:002010-02-14T19:39:57.486-08:00LISTEN UP<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Let me say this. It's one thing to come at me and to call me names, say whatever you want about me. If you feel the need to come read my blog and see what's going on in my life and try to create drama by leaving negative comments to me then you do that. It's another thing when you come and say things about Emma. I will not tolerate anyone saying anything negative toward her or about her. You can disrespect ME all you want but you WILL NOT come and disrespect her. It shows that you have noting better to do and I advise you find a life of your own that doesn't involve trying to bring negativity to someone else's. You don't even have the balls to own up to your own comments. It show's that you're insecure and scared. If you have something negative to say about Emma leave your name or come say it to me. I dare you. - Tiffany</span></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-13510969353653494492010-02-10T20:03:00.000-08:002010-02-10T20:33:34.614-08:00THOUGHTS FLOATING IN MY MIND, NO SAIL... AHOY!<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I am sorry</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I love</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I hate </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I help </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I hurt </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I smile </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I cry</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I let be</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I judge </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I blame</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I'm humble </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I make mistakes</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I make bad choices</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I forgive</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I give 2nd chances</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I envy</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I'm selfish</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I'm selfless</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">. . .I'm human</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">In spite of my mistakes and bad choices in the past I know I am a good person and really good at heart. All I want is everyone to see the best in me despite those bad choices I've made in my past, but it is because of my past that people only see the worst in me. That needs to change just like I have. I admit to my mistakes and take the blame (as I should) for my actions. Although they don't have rehab centers for being an asshole like I was, I have been and am still constantly changing and growing. Learning with every step taken. Not knowing what's to come or what may be, but knowing that only I can fulfill my dreams. Only I can figure the path that is best and will lead me to a higher place. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Everyone has that point and time in life where you finally find yourself. When you finally know who you are and what you want and who you want to be with. When you become mature and finally realize all the things the people tried to warn you about since you were a child. The time in life where it finally hits you. Some get to that point early and others later on in life. Some listen and learn from others mistakes and some just don't understand until they go through it themselves. And when you finally get to that point, some will do anything and everything they can to be who they know they are, get accomplished what they want and be with who they know they want to share life with. Others will confine their own happiness for the approval or happiness of others, then try to make themselves believe they can be happy with something else. Worried about how people will perceive them instead of doing what they know will make them happy. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">But everyone is different. One thing that may be for sure is that when you do go through that time in life whenever it may be. When you stop living for others and stop just living in that moment and living just to fit it in or to be popular. When you stop sacrificing your own happiness to be accepted by people who could care less about you. When you go where you are celebrated not tolerated and notice the people who were never there before but suddenly have a great interest in your life and vice versa. When that change finally comes, it will be a good change that you will be happy with in the long run. A change that you made for you and for your life and not for anyone else's because no one can live your life but you. Still people will look down upon you and say you've changed in a bad way. They'll say you are changing who you are and becoming someone different when you're not. You just stopped living your life their way and finally standing up for who you really are. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I am being looked down upon now because of my mistakes in the past which is understandable being that we are all human and it is easy to point the finger. I admit to my mistake and stand strong knowing that I am a good person and I have changed for the better. Knowing what I want out of life and who I want to share it with. Knowing I will do anything to reach my dreams. I Tiffany, am in love with Emma. I always will be no matter what. My love for her is unconditional because I believe that you should either be or don't be. There's no middle ground so it leaves no room for confusion. I love her and always will, period.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 16px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"> I will do everything in my power to show her that I do, that I'm sorry and that I have changed. In the face of true love you don't give up. I know this will be hard because it's already hard to wait around for something I know there's a possibility that it might never happen. It's even harder to give up when I know it's everything and the only thing not that I'll ever want and need but her also. Everyone should realize that a dream isn't just a dream, but its something that only you know and only you can make a reality. She is my cinderella, my dream only fits one size. My dream is going to be the hardest thing i'll probably have to face in my life but I don't think it's impossible. Okay I think I did enough yapping for today. Just had some things on my mind that I needed to let out. Bottom line I'm not giving up. Love never fails and the world is filled with infinite possibilities, go out and make them your own. I Love You Emma. I'm Sorry...</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless. -Tiffany </span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal </span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-67300302894889563192010-02-08T19:30:00.000-08:002010-02-08T19:49:05.853-08:00IM IN LOVE WITH YOU<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">There's a very nice quote that says "music speaks what can not be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul." The song below is such a beautiful and powerful song and it's as if the lyrics where taken right out of my mouth n heart and put over a beautiful melody. This song was sung so beautiful and passionate and expresses the way I feel inside. I want to dedicate it to you Emma. I'm in love with you! </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">ERYKAH BADU FEAT. STEPHEN MARLEY - IN LOVE WITH YOU</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-size:10px;"><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/xLw32iY-KCE&hl=en_US&fs=1&rel=0"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/xLw32iY-KCE&hl=en_US&fs=1&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></span></div></span></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless. - Tiffany</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal</span></span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-17938451452189637462010-02-05T19:45:00.000-08:002010-02-07T01:54:36.472-08:00THE HANDS<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKIciR7qjiWR5WQsTci-jqjmHWh7REUe43CQr8efwqgQyZeJ4YVHA6Re0llBMam-_lK-hwmiLwqaJNA25DoJfq45TQvNIbEejyEcTiNMeuwdJJcHm0vv8zjFV7nA7ydjE2h4jRwlY93Ac/s1600-h/Photo+14.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 341px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKIciR7qjiWR5WQsTci-jqjmHWh7REUe43CQr8efwqgQyZeJ4YVHA6Re0llBMam-_lK-hwmiLwqaJNA25DoJfq45TQvNIbEejyEcTiNMeuwdJJcHm0vv8zjFV7nA7ydjE2h4jRwlY93Ac/s400/Photo+14.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5434970172836438242" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Place your hands like mine in the picture above and follow along as I explain what it represents....</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">First, the thumb represents your parents. Now try separating them apart. Notice how they easily open? They separate so easy because you are not destined to live with your parents forever.... Now join them back together. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Next, separate your index fingers. You will see that they will open too. These fingers represent your siblings. They will also lead their own lives in the future. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">The middle fingers represent yourself...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Next separate your pinkies. These fingers will open as well because they represent your kids, who will also have a different life from yours, eventually. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Lastly, try opening your ring fingers... You're right, you can't. This is because the ring finger represents you & your spouse; for me, us & the love I have for Emma. No matter what I will remain together as a part of her for the rest of my life. To me this represents exactly what I am trying to get across. I will never leave her side, only stand together by her no matter what. It is the ring finger because it belongs to her and only her forever. She is not my number one because then that would mean that there's a second and third. She is my only one.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9E9E9E;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thank You for reading. Peace & God Bless - Tiffany</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal</span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-38668265379216211742010-02-02T15:27:00.000-08:002010-02-02T15:40:18.466-08:00LOVE THROUGH IT ALL (POETRY)<div><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">See I love the Lord</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">but sometimes its like</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I love her more </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I love the seas</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">and I love the shore</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">but no love for no beach</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">baby that’s law</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">i trip, i fall</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">so we fell apart </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">please have sympathy </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">and forgive my young history </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I swear I love her with all my heart </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">every vein, every vessel</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">every bullet logged </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">with every flower that I ever took apart </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">placement above all others </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I will give you greatness </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">eyes glow green with the logo of our dreams</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">love, the purpose of our scene </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">she would be my queen </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I, a female version of her king </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">together </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">we would be too cool </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">and we would both rule </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">forever </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">and she would never feel pain </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">and never be without happiness</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">ever, again</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">and if the rain stops</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">and everything’s dry </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I will cry </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">just so she can drink the tears from my eyes </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I will teach her how to fly</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">n if her engine ever stalls </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">and she plummet from the sky </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I’ll cushion her fall</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">but I will keep her high</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">so began our reign </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">the Trinity, her and I came</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">no weather man, could ever stand</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">what her and I can</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">umbrellas, whatever </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">put plywood on propeller planes </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">then pray to God the the floods subside </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">cause you will need a sub </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">till he does reply </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Can you feel it?</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Do I love her?</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">the likes of which you have never seen</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">and if she ever die</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I’d retire as well</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">a match made in Heaven </span></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">set the fires in hell</span></span></span></p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Helvetica"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 22px; "></span></span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thanks for reading & God Bless -Tiffany</span></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal</span></span></span></span><p></p></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-25158344572040065922010-02-01T23:38:00.000-08:002010-02-02T15:43:28.321-08:00THOUGHTS<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:11px;"><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-weight: normal; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: verdana, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: large; ">Emma I've failed you so many times I can't even count them all. If I apologized a billion ways it still wouldn't cover them all. You loved me when I didn't even love myself, how can you forgive someone like me with all of my mess? Stress I caused on you and so many, used words that cut like a sword, with the same tongue I said I loved you and with the same tongue I cursed you. If you turn your back on me like many times I did to you, I'd be a dean woman walking, lost in the wilderness. My flesh sometimes get the best of me, and 9 times out of 10 I fall to my knees. I ask you to forgive me. I can't afford to make too many mistakes and end up losing my life on a temporary kind of high. Playing Russian roulette with my life. That's no way to live, in doubt and fear. But you gave me power and a sound mind. So I thank you for sparing me while I was wallowing in self-pity.</span></h3><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></span></div><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-weight: normal; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">My God, I am heartily sorry for having offended Thee, and I detest all my sins, because I dread the loss of heaven, and the pains of hell; but most of all because I have offend Thee, my God, who are all good and deserving of all my love. I firmly resolve, with the help of Thy grace, to confess my sins, to do penance, and to amend my life. Lord, Forgive what I have been, sanctify what I am & order what I shall be. Amen</span></span></span></span></h3><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-weight: normal; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">My apologies Emma, to the entire Garton Family & all close friends of...</span></span></span></span></h3><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 22px; "><div style="text-align: left; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thanks for reading & God Bless -Tiffany</span></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal</span></span></span></span></span></div></div></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-57509171226716299602010-01-31T19:14:00.000-08:002010-02-02T00:13:32.295-08:00FIRST SKETCH<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I have a lot of interest in art and respect for all artists. I like to think of my self as artistic sometimes and one of the things I like to do is draw and sketch. I usually sketch images of places or things or emotions but never of people. I always felt I wasn't good enough to capture the uniqueness of faces or had enough skill to know the right shading & techniques being that I've never taken a class before. Well I decided to try it and of course I wanted to sketch Emma. I was nervous to do so because if it didn't come out right it wouldn't be because of her lack of beauty, (she's definitely not lacking in that area at all) it would be my lack of skills. So I took a shot at it and I wanted to share the outcome with everyone. It's my first time sketching a portrait of someone so go easy on me. I hope you like them baby.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRE0NkVtOCCwUHd6VWUqn1SGF7RtT-DxPcoCr9q9RbsapUKmjRj-c4C7Oo6Na7J9A8UDnnFGorxqXUbTRuLfpeQRMVHOMNrnbJ89xygvQf3Pv4GPotJk3iG9roc6zkdheuUFm3cLQWL-o/s1600-h/16948_424036160067_812365067_10724566_6518944_n.jpg" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRE0NkVtOCCwUHd6VWUqn1SGF7RtT-DxPcoCr9q9RbsapUKmjRj-c4C7Oo6Na7J9A8UDnnFGorxqXUbTRuLfpeQRMVHOMNrnbJ89xygvQf3Pv4GPotJk3iG9roc6zkdheuUFm3cLQWL-o/s400/16948_424036160067_812365067_10724566_6518944_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433108749228973522" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVY54LVVUaxIBJDf-sbOby_pvr6FXynJhHfH7YQ5k1cWr8YiUgAVlVjNLCg_Mq8B0ieznQsA91TRoKgMdsOjcMaA71l7g9V5hdz-pMmCFgN4yspZJllKJ6XpfGEwJrw7IsTigkquW9Yss/s1600-h/IMG_3653.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 326px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVY54LVVUaxIBJDf-sbOby_pvr6FXynJhHfH7YQ5k1cWr8YiUgAVlVjNLCg_Mq8B0ieznQsA91TRoKgMdsOjcMaA71l7g9V5hdz-pMmCFgN4yspZJllKJ6XpfGEwJrw7IsTigkquW9Yss/s400/IMG_3653.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433108746476233042" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgG0I7l29GFguqKA426BOuK4Lw5uHmQNr472M9jN4Ly-oItOHEwtGb8G8ttNkgiyAOZGflY7yZNXs_tLU1zzS5NZFctWSRtxa4N4J9WBEZ4ETFigcgwXFYDlT1hwYpqFAX4ngOjc8uOYNY/s1600-h/IMG00968.JPG" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgG0I7l29GFguqKA426BOuK4Lw5uHmQNr472M9jN4Ly-oItOHEwtGb8G8ttNkgiyAOZGflY7yZNXs_tLU1zzS5NZFctWSRtxa4N4J9WBEZ4ETFigcgwXFYDlT1hwYpqFAX4ngOjc8uOYNY/s400/IMG00968.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433108737555238338" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgOCV9DGCqOB_xj9wtfViFz56TFukEAotqXTYy0pC5M6AJnRU2XYd3vLdLYZn7-I8dicFXQ_ujEjJeCqGubd3OzHBjGSK6HZTOofTCUaDDYkBCIVSDNFvC-EIKmDPvT0EGUX19sg7Hrzcc/s1600-h/IMG_3652.JPG" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgOCV9DGCqOB_xj9wtfViFz56TFukEAotqXTYy0pC5M6AJnRU2XYd3vLdLYZn7-I8dicFXQ_ujEjJeCqGubd3OzHBjGSK6HZTOofTCUaDDYkBCIVSDNFvC-EIKmDPvT0EGUX19sg7Hrzcc/s400/IMG_3652.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433108729370435602" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></span></a><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 22px; "></span></span></span></div><div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 22px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 22px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Thanks for reading & God Bless -Tiffany</span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 22px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal</span></span></span></div></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489782693442286843.post-90362977242919446342010-01-29T14:05:00.000-08:002010-02-02T00:14:44.044-08:00WHY I CREATED THIS BLOG<div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">So as I have stated in my about this blog section, I created this blog for a girl named Emma. We had been in an amazing relationship for almost 2-years until I went and did the worst things I could ever do. I cheated. I lost the one thing that made her fall in love with me in the first place and that's me. I lost myself and who I really am. I started hanging around the wrong people and allowing others to manipulate me and do things that are completely against my morals and lifestyle. Now by no means am I blaming what I did on anyone else or making any excuses. It is all my fault and I take full responsibility for what I have done. I became such a mean, selfish, immature person. I became a monster. I hate that I allowed myself to have done such a thing. I lost respect for myself but most importantly for Emma and our relationship. This is a very big deal, being that we both planned to spend the rest of our lives together. I fucked up big time. I lied and cheated and broke her wonderful heart along with my own. I caused tremendous amounts of pain and damage. I jeopardized our family and the great future we had ahead of us. I brought shame and embarrassment to not only myself but to my entire family because I was not raised in that way and was taught so much better than that.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Over the past months I have worked on not only getting who I am back but making that me better. God has forgiven me for what I have done and I have definitely learned from my bad choices. I have matured, changed and continue to take the necessary steps to progress as a better person everyday. I created this blog because I want to put it all out in the open and put my heart out there. I'm not afraid to tell the world who I'm in love with. I'm not afraid to say that I fucked up and I want to prove that I have grown and learned from my horrible choices. I want to prove that I really do have true deep regret & remorse for what I did & I really do love Emma. Even though I know it is tremendously difficult I ask her and her family for forgiveness. I'm going to do whatever it takes to get some form of restitution to rebuild our friendship, relationship, and her trust for me. I know that I have changed for the better and will never allow myself to let anything happen like that ever again but I need to prove that to her and her family and friends. I want to gain the chance to get that one last chance. I really am sorry and I apologize a bazillion times.<br /><br />Now as sweet and cliche as all this sounds, this will not be an easy take AT ALL! This will be the most important and hardest battle of my life but I'm not going into this war to win a purple heart. I'm doing it because I really do love Emma. All I ever wanted was a single thing worth fighting for and I have found it. Emma and our relationship is something that was truly incredible and something that people spend their entire lives trying to find and some die never getting the chance to find it. My fight is indefatigable and I will be persistent until I prove to her and the world that I really love her and will never hurt her ever again. I always here a lot of people say the rule is "once a cheater always a cheater" but I'm here to prove all those people wrong and to show everyone that I am thee exception to that rule! If it's one in a million then I am that one! To help others believe in second chances because I know that's all I need to prove these things. People make horrible mistakes in life and some people really are sorry and really do change. It's those that say they will change and continue to carry out those same behaviors that give people like me a bad name. I'm here to stand in my own lane and show everyone that I'm nothing like the rest. Yes I did lie & cheat in the past but I have changed. I am sorry. I will never do it again. I am trustworthy and loyal and committed. I really do love Emma and will do whatever it takes to prove all things to her, her family, her friends, and the world! I want to spend the rest of my life with Emma. In spite of all opposition, obstacles & judgments I will encounter, I will prove those who doubt me wrong. I am a changed woman.<br /></span></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">But why a blog?... Now don't get me wrong, I know it's going to take more than just a blog to prove my love to Emma and prove that I have changed. Which is why this is not the only thing I am doing or have done to prove so. This is just one of the many. Anyway, I chose to create this blog in addition to different things because not only does it help prove that I'm not trying to hide my love for her and I'm taking responsibility, admitting my mistakes and things like that but while doing so will also help keep me sane and continue to progress as a better person. I have gotten rid of a lot of negative and just plain no good people in my life which has left me with pretty much no one. LOL There are times where I get down and things get rough and I have bad days. There's nothing worse that getting stuck inside my own head in loops of self-defeating thoughts. When I blog I react to things on a personal level and I get to write it down and release which is so much healthier than holding it all in. If I isolate myself when I am feeling down I might find myself thinking no one else could be as unfortunate as me and comparing myself to all sorts of unrealistic things and could easily become convinced that life isn't worth living. Instead I will write down things about Emma and my life and my values issues and concerns until I am understood and I prove my love and that I have changed. Blogging helps me pay closer attention to the world around me, live in the present and relish in the life lessons. It helps to stop just going through the motions and living life on auto pilot. Instead getting fully engaged in everything that happens and take control of my life and make the right choices and decisions.</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br />Also this blog is my way of proving that the things I am saying are true by holding myself accountable and letting others do the same. When I announce to the world that I am really sorry and I am in love with Emma and have truly changed and will do all things necessary to prove it and never ever give up, I don't ever want to write about how I have failed or gave up or anything like that. Maybe people will start to see my change and start believing in me and become a supporter of my journey to proving my love for Emma. This blog is my own self therapy but most importantly a way to prove my growth and change and true love for Emma. It will be everything and anything to do with her. No special additives, preservatives or artificial flavors to spice it up and make it seem like I'm someone I'm not. It's just me being real and honest and true and coming from the heart to show my 100% pure love for Emma. That's why I named it "Organic Love." I Love You Emma!<br /><br /></span></span><img style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 296px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghjSstxg74OxOFa9Kcz-GQ05XHYdbcl52oWGq0dFo6WQ1ta5OSWbhmIO4V55j9heQPHXsS8MptgymdliRFmz_cNhUAhxTZivW5h3Pk9vUVHuaNDnK1HaqcIUsBJmfS64p4eu3aZZJjFgY/s400/CIMG3837.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432344871975746658" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br />Thanks for reading & God Bless -Tiffany<br />.::E&T FOREVER::. 143Emma/ForeverLoyal</span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0